You ever just sit alone.
And you start to think?
Think about anything and everything?
It consumes you and you have no control over it..
You try to push all those thoughts back, but they just won’t go away.
It eats away at you.
You feel emotional.
On the verge of crying.
You force yourself to stop though.
The emotions you’re feeling are pointless.
There’s no need.
But you still let it eat away at you.
Sometimes I get real in my head. This is an unfinished blog that I had started a couple months ago. I never finished. I still get in my head so bad. I hate it. I have trouble trying to talk myself out of bad thoughts. Sometimes I end up crying from how bad my thoughts are. One day someone said it sounds like you deal with anxiety. I hadn’t heard someone tell me I had anxiety since I was in 8th grade. The minute I realized it I stopped the thoughts.
But, I have my days still. It hasn’t been as bad, but I still have those days.
Hope you enjoyed reading this. ❤️